worried

I have been constantly worried for the past few days. I am worried about my job (you know, working 3 jobs and STILL someone manage to have NO money) I am worried about Ty starting school. I am worried about canceling Ty's before and after school care since I can't seem to find a full time day job that would be worth spending a $108 a week charge for the care. I am worried about all of the money that we have been spending. I have been worried so much it's affecting my sleep and I have a wicked case of acid reflux. I hate acid reflux. And to top it all off I found out today that my husbands reason for spending so much time on the treadmill is because he decided that he needs to lose weight to qualify for a position on a flight team. This petrifies me. Scares me to death. Yet, another thing to worry about.

Refocus...

I have been finding myself on a lot of real estate sites looking at property on the islands. I love doing this. It gets me hyped up for work and it makes me remember why we are in this crappy townhome (still!!) It prevents me from spending money since every penny I have spending makes me think that it's just something that we are going to have to pay to move.

The true set-in-stone plan is that we will move to FL for a few years, potentially up to 10 years, and then off to the islands. I get really excited every time I think about it.

Now off to shower and head in to the job I hate....

120MPH

What's better then being blasted with such force that you reach 120MPH in less then 4 seconds to be taken STRAIGHT up over 400 feet in the air?

Coming straight back down at the same force, or course!

Check out where Nate, my MIL, and I just came home from...

www.cedarpoint.com

and we waited over 2 hours to ride that 17 second coaster of Top Thrill Dragster. Awesome.

Off to pick Ty up. It's my birthday. I am officially 21, with 7 years experience. ;)